jahat!

rabu kemarin saya ke jogja dengan adek saya by travel.

saya berhenti di depan bank mandiri dan kemudian saya menumpang toilet hotel sarinah di seberang jalan.

ketika sedang menunggu teman saya menjemput saya dan adik saya, kami mendengar, “TOLONG TOLONG!” terlihat di seberang jalan, seorang cewek berseragam smu menjerit dan dikepung oleh dua cowok bersepeda motor.

jalanan itu ramai. sangat ramai.

ketika satpam hotel sarinah dan org2 sekitar mendatangi siswi sma tersebut, sudah terlambat.

penjambret itu sudah pergi. dua orang pria penjambret bersepeda motor.

dan siswi smu tersebut hanya pasrah menceritakan ke org2 yang mengelilinginya bahwa tasnya dijambret.

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saya dan teman2 smp saya merencanakan acara reuni di Solo. dan beberapa teman saya akan menginap di rumah saya.

ada dua org berangkat dri bandung by bus. satu org dri caheum, satunya naik dengan bis yg sama dari jatinangor.

tb2 teman saya yg dri caheum sms saya, katanya teman saya yg dr nangor dijambret. kepalanya terluka & sedang di Rumah Sakit.

saya? SHOCK! SHOCK! super SHOCK!

baru tdi sore dia sms saya kapan kira2 dia tiba di Solo.

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JAHAT!

JAHAT!

ketika banyak orang yang berusaha untuk sesuap nasi. dari menjadi buruh, kuli angkut barang, atau apapun.

ada beberapa yang menggunakan cara singkat. kejam, kata saya. biadab, pikir saya dalam hati ketika salah satu korban adalah teman saya.

kisah diatas membuat kita harus semakin mawas diri.

apalagi ketika berada di tempat umum atau menggunakan kendaraan umum. waspadai orang sekitar. lebih baik tidak usah bersikap terlalu baik sama orang asing di tempat umum (ini saya banget. jadi maaf klo pernah nemuin saya ga mau bantuin ngambilin barang jatuh orang asing di angkot).

dan satu hal, kalo sudah malem jangan pergi sendirian. apalagi buat cewek.

hati-hati ya teman.

"Hit-the-Deadline" Night

yes i'm back! to my past activity. sleeping in my campus a day before the deadline day.

one thing for sure:
i don't like this activity. but i'm gonna miss it someday. cause i spent those nights with all my best best best and superb friends in my faculty.

mother

hmm, actually this is just my opinion. me = a girl who never been in a complicated situation that you had. having two mothers. a mother who raise you and the one who gave birth to you.

in my opinion, it's quite inappropriate when you once said, "my mom is only Mrs. A. Since past 'til the end of the day."

my teacher once said to me: "a mother who gave birth to her son had struggled between life and death"

they ARE your moms. love both equally.

so?

well, once again, i said: "this is just my opinion. a girl who never been in a complicated situation where you had. having two mothers. a mother who raise you and the one gave birth to you."

funny yet so crazy people

i'm a big fan of Family Outing. a Korean reality show which gathers some Korean favorite artists to come and do things like a real family. they live in some civilians house and do civilian's daily activities such as catching eels, catching fish, picking vegetables, etc.

the list of the artists are:

• Yoo Jae Suk
• Lee Hyori
• Lee Chun Hee
• Yoon Jongshin
• Kang Dae Sung
• Park Ye Jin
• Kim Soo Ro
• Kim Kook Jong

they consist of actors, actresses, and singers. and despite their sexy appearance in TV, in this reality show they really look like an ordinary person. and yet they're very funny and crazy!

and because of that reality show, i've known Cha Tae Hyun. which he was one of Family Outing's guest. and he is so funny. (i do really really like funny man!). and when Ririz downloaded his movie titled Speedy Scandal, i just watched it. he act so naturally funny in that movie. i laughed a lot.

hey! it's 4.30 WIB in my laptop's watch. so i'm gonna finish my interface design and go back home :) finally, there are 8 days left for my practical work. Surely i miss Bandung and my hometown, Solo, of course.

oh kewl, I am a Brown Tiger! ;D

You are Brown Tiger, who get in touch with others with calm attitude.

i'm not that calm actually.

You are both pure and friendly, and have the atmosphere of motherly tenderness.

yeah! i always know that i'll be a good housewife in the future with my motherly tenderness attitude ;D

Your character seem flexible and gentle, but you are actually someone who has their own opinion, and do not like to lose.

totally me!

You are not scared of things.

except lizard, snake, ghost, darkness, and other scary things. and ambulance car (gosh, i hate it so much) ?

You can steadily lead life to accomplish your goal.

hopefully. i'm trying to :)

You have the big sister sort of character.

i've been the big sister for 20 years already

People around you may push you to become their leader, but your sense of organizing people and action is not that strong.

haha! wow, 100!

You are confident, and can put to action with perseverance and guts.
You are dedicated to many things.
You can carry out things calmly and steadily at your own pace.

100!

You don't worry about things so much, and possess the talent to combine many factors together to create a new thing.

100++!

You are well balanced person.

i don't think so. but maybe in the future? amin :)

Nevertheless, you possess feminine atmosphere and are dependent person.

hiks. you're right.

You lack self-support, and therefore you will be good at working in the back-ground.

mm, what can i say? i'm a total public pussy LOL

Men are attracted to your mysterious atmosphere, but you tend to be very careful, and not fall in love too easily.

not fall in love easily? 100! hiks, i envy for those who can fall in love easily.

You are weak on favors, and can not turn them down.
Once married, you will stay at home and be obsessed with children's education

no comment heheheheheee ;D but i love the last sentence. amin :)

Thanks God It's Friday

i used to hate friday because in my major, it's a deadline day. and i really don't like it. but while doing my practical work, i love friday. because tomorrow is Saturday. and in friday, i can go to saloon and get my hair done :)

TGIF!

Two Quotes

You never really know what you are capable of, until you go out and try.

-Sarah Michelle Gellar

Don't spend a lifetime of becoming good at something you don't love to do.

-Famous Dave

I am a 20-year-old girl who is still hard making decision for myself. dad said that life is a choice. many choices around and it's really hard for me choosing which one suits me or which one i like the most.

maybe my capability in measuring myself is the main problem. since my father's the one who always determine my life (which it makes me unpleasant when he starts doing that), i don't know how to do it :( oh man, it's my life! i'm the one who SUPPOSED to know myself.

:'(

and those quotes have realized me that, it's time for me learning. WHAT DO I REALLY WANT IN MY LIFE. my vision and mission in life.

Love Shuffle

Good morning :) this morning while i was searching a mood booster for today's work, i found my favorite dorama's website. and its photo is amazing. nice concept and because i've already seen the drama, i said that that photo DOES describes all the casts' character. I took a snap capture of it.

SO, Happy Thursday y'all!

how i adore them so much

hi! good afternoon. while this morning's been not-so-good for me. finally, me and my friends had done our presentation successfully :) and we got many IT knowledge from our chief. (i just realized that information system has been a very very big business in this world. many challenges, many possibilities, and many things to provide. )

and now, i want to share about a Korean group whom i adore so much. it's CLAZZIQUAI!
i first knew about them from my friend, who suggested me for listening Korean Drama OST titled "She Is". i might say that i have an unique taste of music. i don't like a very hard rock music. neither does oh-so-pop-and-boy-band ones. i love music that has combination between jazz, pop, electronic, and RNB. well, so hard to imagine right?

but clazziquai does provides it. this Korean group maybe not as famous as SNSD (Shi Nyo Shi Dae) or Super Junior (i'm a super junior fan too. but not so fanatic ;D ), but it has its own fan base. and i'm one of them :))

Clazziquai has three members. they are (from left to right) :

• Alex

As i know, Alex is such a metro sexual guy. i often see him in many Korean entertainment events wearing such a tight T-Shirt and a coat. he has a very stylish haircut too LOL. (like most of the Korean boys have). besides that, he's the main vocal here. and his voice fits very well in all clazziquai tunes.

• Horan

Horan is the only woman in this group. i realized her goddess voice lately. because she's the 2nd vocal in this group. so Alex sings most of the songs while Horan only sings a little part. but, when i saw Clazziquai live performance, her voice is .. (how can i describe it?) better than Alex's!

• DJ Clazzi

DJ Clazzi arranges most of Clazziquai's songs. and hisstage performing 's amazing. he looked very cool behind Alex and Horan with his i-dunno-maybe-some-music-set-or-whatsoever, his Macbook and a huge headphone.

so, that's it. enough for introducing the members. and here are my most favorite Clazziquai's songs:

1. She Is
2. Sweety (English Version)
   
3. Romeo & Juliet
4. Last Tango
5. and many more!

if your ear is unfamiliar with Korean language. they have an English version for some songs. and worth to hear!

(photo credits: Indowebster)

tell me and i won't bite you

i'm saying this because it's so annoying when you read someone's social networking status and its status said something about you and that person is right beside you. but OMG, he/she didn't said those grumbling thing right to you but wrote it in social networking ???

oh man, social networking has made not for that! i mean, we are still human being. not a robot! say it directly to the person if you have something to say. tell me and i won't bite you.

advice for myself and you

if you don't like the activity that you have to deal with it everyday. plz try to love it. try to find the positive point. we won't know its effect until later we realize that those activities were just have a positive impact for our life.

everything happens for a reason.

a basket full of love to the people we love :)

yesterday i came back from Bandung with my uncle. he went to Bandung with his wife and his sister in law and his nephews in Saturday too but i went to Bandung with my friend, Ayam.
my uncle persuaded me to go back to Jakarta with him. so i said yes. (considering my end-of-the -month financial hehe :D )
while in Bandung, i went with my friends while he and his family went to entertain his sister-in-law's family. his sister-in-law's husband has just passed away :'( and they have 2 kids (age 7 and 5, i guess).
it must've been hurt having someone who you really love left you for the rest of your life. and hard. and it suddenly made me realize how lucky i am.
i still have my family around me who always support me for whatever i do or mad at me when i had a bad mark or doing something so stupid. i still have my friends who'd like to hear my sad or happy stories. i still have people around me to share everything.
if you still have people whom you love around you, while they're still by your side, just treat them as best as you can. make them realize that you really really DO love them. or maybe if it's hard to say, "hey fellas, i love you", just a simple touch or hug (when they're in a bad situation) or a bright smile, those kinda little things can make them feel your love :)

so, i start sending messages to my family and friends, saying: "i love you."

-love-

say BANDUNG BANDUNG & BANDUNG!

i want to shout, "BANDUNG, HERE I COME!". yes! finally tomorrow i'm going to Bandung. oh how i miss Bandung, my second city after Solo. and i've made my bandung-to-do-list:

1. Visit my kost-an ;D (dunno how to call it in English)
2. Eat Clemmons. it's a french-fries mix with fried chicken and mayonnaise. not healthy but i miss it right now.
   
3. Watch Toy Story 3 with icut ;D, share stories with uni. oh how i miss my besties. unfortunately, bibil and tyas won't be in Bandung tomorrow :'(
4. Jog in Sabuga.
   

ah, i miss everything about Bandung. even my kost-an where its security guard is so annoying.

routine activity

i hate routine activity. where i do the same activity from monday to friday :'(

funny thing in friday afternoon

in this june, i will start doing my KP (Kerja Praktek) in Jakarta. i'm going to stay in my friend's grandmother's house which is next to his house. and considering my oh-so-many things that i may need those, i sent a packet of my things to my friend's house.
i asked my friend, Marcel, to accompany me to the Riau. and then, i had a plan to go to Pasar Baru with ayam, so i asked her too to accompany me. even though we had lost the way for minutes, we arrived to the packet delivery place in Riau.
ayam was hungry and she persuaded us to look place for eating and marcel already had a plan to go to Bakmi Kejaksaan with his friends (well, they're my friend too in campus). so, marcel persuaded us to go to Bakmi Kejaksaan too.
the funny thing is:
when we met Marcel's friends (Galih, Kevin, and Firdi) in front of ITB, Marcel came to Kevin's car to ask the direction. but Galih came to Marcel's car (which i sat in the front seat) and i thought he was going to join us in Marcel's car. but but but,
he said to me so awkwardly: "i'm so sorry B. i feel really bad for you. and i'm so sorry. mm, Bakmi Kejaksaan is.. is.. is.. " and then i got it. "pork?" i asked. Galih replied,"mm.. yes. well it's okay if you want to join us. but i really dunno if there're menus without pork. i'm so sorry B."
and the i laughed,"hahahahaa. it's okay Galih, it's really okay. so may we blame it to Marcel because he's so clueless. hahahahahahaaa"

and, the main cause is: the clueless Marcel LOL

and then, Marcel dropped me and ayam in Sultan Agung because we want to eat Pisang Ijo and Takoyaki in front of D'Loops. and he went to Bakmi Kejaksaan with Galih, Kevin, and Firdi.

it's a funny thing for me. because i never went to a public school (or campus, in this case). i always went to an islamic school since elementary school and i never had this experience. but this experience really considering me a lot about "Tenggang Rasa" in Indonesia. we have many religions and cultures here in Indonesia. but we respect each other and i'm really proud of this.
seiously, i'm proud of this. :)

balerina by ERK

this is the song that i had heard it earlier. love the lyrics. life is hard, boy!

Hidup bagai ballerina
Gerak maju berirama
Detaknya dimana-mana seperti udara
Hidup bagai ballerina

Begitu energi mengambil posisi
Menjejakkan kaki meniti temali
Merendah meninggi rasakan api konsentrasi

Biar tubuhmu berkelana
Lalui kegelisahan mencari keseimbangan
Mengisi ketiadaan di kepala dan di dada
Hidup trasa begitu lentur
Raba tekstur ciptakan gestur
Berjingkat tidak teratur seperti melantur
Hidup trasa begitu lentur

final exam

next week is a final exam week in ITB. be ready, B! and do your best :)
like rancho said in 3 idiots: "do your best and success will follow"

last week of this 6th semester

i'm in my third year here in ITB. and this week is the last week in my oh-so-hard 6th semester. i really want to finish this semester ASAP. and then in june and july, me and my friends'll have to work in a company. we called it KERJA PRAKTEK.
the thing is, we'll find another challenge. and i cannot wait for it yayy \m/

i'm going to live in my friend's grandmother's house. (hello granny hehe :D).

other thing that i had just realized is that, by the end of my "kerja praktek", i will face my last year in ITB. and then, doing TA. still cannot imagine what my TA topic will be. and my only fear is, after graduating from ITB, WHAT WILL I SURELY DO?

i mean, i want to be a fashion designer. and my major is Informatics Engineering. and my submajor is Software Engineering. (i don't have any background in fashion :( )
my dad told me to be a lecturer here in ITB. a lecture in IT, of course. but the thing is, what i feel right now, i'm not sure that i love the major. there's a part of me who want to fullfil my father's will. but the other part is want to scream out and show the world that i really have a sense and ability in fashion design and i really want to study a fashion major. i want to study in Parson, New York. with my own money.amin.

this thing comes in my mind just by a sec. which part will be my future? a lecturer or a fashion designer? or maybe both?

my unhealthy life

God, my life in the third year in IF's killing me step by step :(

hungry

this afternoon, i went back to my dorm because my ai3 has expired so i cannot browsing in campus. i went back with a hunger in my stomach. so, i asked tyas' nugget and went downstairs to cook it. when i was in the kitchen, i checked the rice cooker with a bunch of hope that there'll be rice for me. but, i was wrong, the rice cooker was empty :(
so i cooked three nuggets and ate it with sauce. i still feel hungry but i'm not in the mood for eating anymore.
ahh, tonight's my major community LPJ will be held. and i have an assistance appointment (i'm the assistance hehehehee :D )

thanks God

many things that can be grateful about our life. it doesn't matter in which family we've born. poor, rich, or maybe for you who've never met your parents. our life that've been given by God is always the best. i remember my friend's friend's tumblr said, "God doesn't give us what we want because He knows what's best for us"
and, lately, i agree with that quote. i've been a spoiled girl since i was born. but when me and my friend's 2010 bday bash resolution had happenned this month. i realized that, all the life (family, health, friends, etc) that i've got 're the best things that God had given to me.
there are many people who dosn't have what i had. for example, a family that i have. the 2010 b'day bash theme is charity. and when i went to the orphanage, my heart felt ashamed. those kids don't have anything but other's help. when i was looking at them, i remembered my stupid-and-spoiled-do like getting mad at my dad when he hasn't bought me an iPod yet or when my mommy didn't cook my favorite food and the others stupid-and-spoiled-do. auww, i felt soo soo sooo ashamed.
how can i be such a jerk for a long time?
i wish that me and my friends project will be very helpful for them. amin.

my perspective

i have my own perception about some thing that girl shouldn't do. i'm not that perfect girl who always do something with ethics and "tata krama". and i've done things that makes another person unpleasant too and think the negative way.
but, one thing that i really want to say is, it's not okay if you're hanging out from late night until morning with so many boys while you're the only girl. i'm not judging that those men're not good. but, you're a girl and we still live in east country who still stickle to the old rules.
well, that's just my advice ;;)

deadline

deadline! i hate friday. because friday is always a deadline time in my major. i know that i shouldn't complain about this. but, surely, it's getting bored because at thursday night i often sleep at campus and the day after (friday morning), i end up catch a cold.

something comes in mind

this night's my bestfriend's b'day bash. me and my friend surprised her when she was doing her task. we turned off the lamp and she yelled, "turn it on, please!" and then, TARARARAA, we sang happy bday to her and the-emergency-cake was given. she blew the candle. and when it comes to the first-cake-for-the-most-special-person part, she stared to the entire boy in the room. and she didn't know to whom she'll give the cake.
what comes in my mind is, who made the first-cake-for-the-most-special-person part at everyone's b'day bash? who started it first? because i thinks it's unimportant if we think all of our friend's 're the most important person in our life (beside our family, of course).

well, that's just something comes in my mind.
i'm doing my task and i'm getting bored. it's 2AM in the morning and it's my bed time so i cannot think clearly :(

is it the life that i want?

i've asked that question(s) too many times. and i've always answered with, "yes, this is the life that i want."
maybe at first, i answered that to create a positive thinking in mine. but lately, i've thought, "maybe it's the best for me."
so, my thought's may be i can be a fashion designer and a web programmer too >:)

this all-programming-things never comes to my head and now i live in it. 24/7/30 days. what a life!
"rejeki di tangan Tuhan, B!" who knows that maybe my luck is being a singer in the future? LOL

bad mood

i'm not in the mood. maybe it's because i'm not in a good health condition. and i really don't like if there's someone who increase my iPod volume when its earphone on my ear. it's very annoying.

cryptography

if you ask me, what is cryptography?
i'll answer, please read my cryptography paper. u'll find that in chapter one.
oh god pleaseee,i've been working on my cryptography paper since one hour ago. but, i got distracted by facebook, twitter, and many more. including, what i am doing right now, writing on my blog :P

and, before that, i did a-freaky-stalker-girl-do with my friend, Arin. we stalked all about ttatw's bassist, iga. from his fb, blog, and photo(s). LOL. it's the ttatw after effect, i guess. and what am i going to say about him is: he's cute! :"> so damn freak cute and talented and funny. and the most important thing is ttatw's music, i goddamn adore their music. or may i call it: "hearing John Mayer sings Kings of Convenience's"

from cryptography to ttatw. oh nice. and so, bye. i'm going back dating my paper again.

WOW i am not sleepy at this time

WOW. i'm not sleepy at this time. i usually sleep at 12PM and now, it's 2AM in the next day. wow. and i'm still doing some illustration for my task.

LA Light Indiefest @ Sabuga, Bandung

i got a free ticket and for me, it's my first time winning that kind of quiz so i was such a dorky for few days :D
i got two free ticket and i dunno who i'm gonna ask to accompany me to LALIF this saturday. and suddenly, i remembered my friend's friend, really loves indie band. so i asked her to accompany me. well, well, at this point i had just realized that maybe it's time for me to have a bf. haha! (the thing is, it has been 2 years that i didn't fall in love with someone :( )
back to LALIF, in my opinion, i always love a live music. it's different than just hear those music(s) in my iPod. but, i really got a lumbago rite now because i've been standing there @Sabuga for about 5 hour(s) -___-
the last performer was camera obscura (i've heard their name for the first time when i answered the quiz). many people said they're amazing and i should see them. and many said that i was such a lucky girl that i got a free ticket to see camera obscura live. okay, thank you.
but my lumbago made me really wanna go home and their performance was not as great as i expected (please yell at my lumbago. LOL) because all i thought about was, "i really wanna go home right now ASAP!
and these are the performers that i saw last night @ LALIF:

• Efek Rumah Kaca -> i had a pic with two of them. kyaa :"> and they sang my fav song, "Desember"
  
• The Trees and The Wild -> they sang the same song list as in GPL (environment event in my campus). but the sound system was a way much better than in GPL. and iga, the bassit was awesome.
  
• Mocca -> as swinging as always.
  
• SORE -> i never seen their band member. well, i'm not a big fan of them. and truthfully, i just know at least three of their songs. and when i saw them last night, WOW, i just realized that many of them 're old? *i imagine a teenage boy band LOL*
• Camera Obscura -> no comment! i was too sleepy and my lumbago bothered me a lot.

and the effect of winning a free ticket is i'm getting obsessed to win another free ticket hehehehehehee :D
just, wish me luck okay.