funny thing in friday afternoon

in this june, i will start doing my KP (Kerja Praktek) in Jakarta. i'm going to stay in my friend's grandmother's house which is next to his house. and considering my oh-so-many things that i may need those, i sent a packet of my things to my friend's house.
i asked my friend, Marcel, to accompany me to the Riau. and then, i had a plan to go to Pasar Baru with ayam, so i asked her too to accompany me. even though we had lost the way for minutes, we arrived to the packet delivery place in Riau.
ayam was hungry and she persuaded us to look place for eating and marcel already had a plan to go to Bakmi Kejaksaan with his friends (well, they're my friend too in campus). so, marcel persuaded us to go to Bakmi Kejaksaan too.
the funny thing is:
when we met Marcel's friends (Galih, Kevin, and Firdi) in front of ITB, Marcel came to Kevin's car to ask the direction. but Galih came to Marcel's car (which i sat in the front seat) and i thought he was going to join us in Marcel's car. but but but,
he said to me so awkwardly: "i'm so sorry B. i feel really bad for you. and i'm so sorry. mm, Bakmi Kejaksaan is.. is.. is.. " and then i got it. "pork?" i asked. Galih replied,"mm.. yes. well it's okay if you want to join us. but i really dunno if there're menus without pork. i'm so sorry B."
and the i laughed,"hahahahaa. it's okay Galih, it's really okay. so may we blame it to Marcel because he's so clueless. hahahahahahaaa"

and, the main cause is: the clueless Marcel LOL

and then, Marcel dropped me and ayam in Sultan Agung because we want to eat Pisang Ijo and Takoyaki in front of D'Loops. and he went to Bakmi Kejaksaan with Galih, Kevin, and Firdi.

it's a funny thing for me. because i never went to a public school (or campus, in this case). i always went to an islamic school since elementary school and i never had this experience. but this experience really considering me a lot about "Tenggang Rasa" in Indonesia. we have many religions and cultures here in Indonesia. but we respect each other and i'm really proud of this.
seiously, i'm proud of this. :)

balerina by ERK

this is the song that i had heard it earlier. love the lyrics. life is hard, boy!

Hidup bagai ballerina
Gerak maju berirama
Detaknya dimana-mana seperti udara
Hidup bagai ballerina

Begitu energi mengambil posisi
Menjejakkan kaki meniti temali
Merendah meninggi rasakan api konsentrasi

Biar tubuhmu berkelana
Lalui kegelisahan mencari keseimbangan
Mengisi ketiadaan di kepala dan di dada
Hidup trasa begitu lentur
Raba tekstur ciptakan gestur
Berjingkat tidak teratur seperti melantur
Hidup trasa begitu lentur

final exam

next week is a final exam week in ITB. be ready, B! and do your best :)
like rancho said in 3 idiots: "do your best and success will follow"

last week of this 6th semester

i'm in my third year here in ITB. and this week is the last week in my oh-so-hard 6th semester. i really want to finish this semester ASAP. and then in june and july, me and my friends'll have to work in a company. we called it KERJA PRAKTEK.
the thing is, we'll find another challenge. and i cannot wait for it yayy \m/

i'm going to live in my friend's grandmother's house. (hello granny hehe :D).

other thing that i had just realized is that, by the end of my "kerja praktek", i will face my last year in ITB. and then, doing TA. still cannot imagine what my TA topic will be. and my only fear is, after graduating from ITB, WHAT WILL I SURELY DO?

i mean, i want to be a fashion designer. and my major is Informatics Engineering. and my submajor is Software Engineering. (i don't have any background in fashion :( )
my dad told me to be a lecturer here in ITB. a lecture in IT, of course. but the thing is, what i feel right now, i'm not sure that i love the major. there's a part of me who want to fullfil my father's will. but the other part is want to scream out and show the world that i really have a sense and ability in fashion design and i really want to study a fashion major. i want to study in Parson, New York. with my own money.amin.

this thing comes in my mind just by a sec. which part will be my future? a lecturer or a fashion designer? or maybe both?